I Ebenezer Scrooge the wretched man of this story and the events that change my life so completely, I freely praise that day and I shall be grateful for the rest of my days
As I now retell my story to my every growing adopted family, it helps to remind me what a truly lost soul I had become
Many years have past since that fateful night when I was visited by those three spirits, foretold by my old dead partner Jacob Marley who appeared in ghostly form, bound by many heavy and sturdy chains
That night I refused to believe that it was he, and dismissed his warning, but even so his words troubled my mind so much that I was unable to sleep
I still shudder even now just thinking about that night of revaluation, when the truth of my past life was revealed to me by all three spirits
Each spirit with a different part of my life to transport me into, with the last spirit of the Christmas yet to come, being the spirit I feared the most
Until that night I had no idea how miserly I had become,and what lonesome and miserable life I had encased myself into, by snubbing even my only living relation, which I came to regret later on
My nephew, the only child of my dear sister who died in his birth, in my selfishness I blame him for her death
My biggest regret of my past was allowing my covetousness of money to hard my heart and replace the love of a fine and dear young lady, who I had vowed to love for eternity, it saddens me that I fail to keep that vow
Enough of my wallowing in self-pity, I rejoice in my new life, this second chance I was given
The joy of a full family life and friendship I now have, could never be replace by any amount of gold or silver
God forbid that I should ever revert to that old mean money grasping miser, I would rather be taken from this life, even as happy as I am than become old self again
The reason behind this addition to this famous story
I may have never been a miser, but a sinner. Yes indeed
A wretched sinner in desperate need of salvation, like Scrooge unaware just how hard hearted towards God I had become
As a forgiven sinner, who through God’s grace is “born again “I would rather be taken from this life, even as happy and at peace as I am now, I would prefer death than ever become that old self again!