Who is Graham Commander?

Even though this post is about me, but not out of self vanity, but rather as a personal testimony of faith in God

I was born in 1948, to my parents Philip and Hilda Commander, who were married in a local Christian church, Christ church

There I was christened and later on attended Sunday school, although I have no memory of

Time moved on and I started normal school, but the first school I attended, mum was not impressed at the level of teaching and moved me to a new school

Where I stayed for the rest of my educational days, back in those days every school day started with assembly, which included singing Hymes and daily Bible readings

The strange thing is they began the reading from Genesis, “In the beginning” I say strange because thinking about it I wonder if they had always read from the first book throughout the history of the school,

Although unlikely as they continued book by book, in the process introducing me and other pupils to the important figures (heroes if you will)

Moses along with the Ten Commandments, David and Goliath, while these stories were always interesting and vivid, thinking about these stories now, God himself seemed to take a backseat within each story

Compared to the character of each person wrote about, God always seemed distant and unapproachable

But thinking again He was always there guiding His chosen people, who all too often disappointed, failed to follow instructions

So where do I fit into this story, as a young and eager listener, as I found reading hard and staying focused on the actual words and not inventing words that were not there, just because my mind told me there were

I think because I had a closer relationship with my mother than my father, I found it hard to relate to God as a farther

My mother was a happy loving lady, who never as far as I can remember got cross or argued

As for my father, he did not suffer fools or foolishness, nor was he overpatient

Back to my school day, the daily reading continued in progression through the Old Testament, onwards to the New Testament,

Where all the pupils including me, were introduced to Jesus, little knowing He was written about way before He was born in the Old Testament.

Jesus even from the early days of learning about Him, became more real to me than any other written about in the Bible

Time moves on too swiftly and I left school at 14, I left along with all those daily readings and hymn singing, but because of my mother’s love of music which she passed onto me.

The love of music stayed in my life too, throughout far too many dark and troubled days of my own choosing, while seeking out self pleasures

To be continued …………

Bless The Lord

Below I have managed to insert a YouTube video, of such an adorable child singing Bless the Lord

This video brings Joy to my heart every time I watch it, and I’m sure you will feel the same way

Bless the Lord for He has given us hope, in spite of all those who would silence Christian praise.

In spite of the increasing restrictions on Christians for preaching outside about homosexuality.

John Sherwood, 71, was led away in handcuffs, questioned in a police station and held overnight after being accused of making homophobic when all John did was to quote from the Bible defining marriage as a relationship between a man and a woman

Note: John is a preacher and is active in preaching the Gospel in the open air, it makes me wonder if someone from the gay community had been speaking out against Christians, using words like homophobic.

Would they have been arrested for hate speech?

Probably not, as they would claim the right to freedom of speech

While Christian churches have been forced into performing same-sex marriages by new laws, which takes away their freedom of choice

While Christians believe God gave us all the freedom of choice, we also believe that we should not abuse that freedom by enslaving ourselves to our selfish sinful desires

Bless the Lord for He has given us hope, in dying for our sins, He has freed us from our sin and our enslavement and He has freed us from the law, for none of us has been able to keep any part of His law

Slapdash

I admit I’m guilty of being slapdash at times when it comes to washing up 

With the result that when knifes or forks and spoons are needed, then I or someone else notices little bits of left or food, which then involves rewashing them 

Which made me wonder if being slapdash is similar to lukewarm, as in the Bible says ‘I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out … 

As slapdash is not doing a thorough job of work, not really bothered enough to even inspect what you have done, just as lukewarm is similar in a way 

With a lack on eagerness to become motivated enough to be either hot or cold, passionate as on fire, or even cold indifference, and therefore remain neither one or the other 

I pray dear brothers and sisters in Christ, let us not be slapdash or lukewarm in our faith, rather let us be Bold and proclaim the gospel to everyone with on fire passion 

Be Still and Know that I Am God

A phrase you may have heard or read many times, but just how are we meant to put it into practice? 

Like many others, my mind is hardly ever still and nether am I, there is always something to do or think about, thoughts are buzzing around in my mind even at bedtime! 

It requires much focused effort on my breathing in order to fall asleep 

But “Be still and know that I am God” Psalm 46:10 it seems is more about the silence and stillness that ought to overtake us and take us into the presence of our Holy, Awesome, and Glorious God. 

God call us to stop being afraid, and trust Him for God is our refuge 

Why then do we worry and often become fearful, in situations beyond our control? 

Perhaps it’s because we rely on our own albites and inner strength, as individuals we all like our own way Therefore we become incapable of fully trusting God, as He exposes albites and strength as weaknesses 

Forgive me Lord, in my arrogance I too often underestimate your power, and view you to be weak as myself, help me to remember who you truly are, and contently remind me that I need not have any fear  

Easter Blessing to all Chistian readers

Procrastination

All of us are prone to put off everything until tomorrow, we use excuses as tools to procrastinate

Fuelled by our own laziness and dislike of any changes, can frequently spur us onto procrastination

I confess I dislike unexpected changes; it’s unsettling to find something you are comfortable with using, is suddenly changed often without warning  

There have been some changes, I have been grateful for, the main one having my sins forgiven and being freed from my addiction

I count myself fortunate to have a Saviour who is patient faithful enough to wait for me to acknowledge I was a slave to my addiction (sin) and in desperate need of His saving grace

As if I had procrastinated another tomorrow could have been too late, for me to admit my sin and that I needed His saving grace

Dear reader, if you have any sin you are still clinging onto, don’t put off confessing and asking for forgiveness, for tomorrow may be too late

Take it from me, wretched sinner that I am, nothing you enjoy and indulge in secret, will ever satisfy

Whatever sin you take pleasure in, will drag deeper into darker places

Enslaving you, make you blind to your sinfulness, it will rob you of peace and joy

Any love you once had, will become corroded, and corrupted beyond your understanding

Confess your sins, pray to Jesus to forgive you, ask Him to cleans you and made you a new creation

As to myself, I have freely given up my free will, rather than continue to missuse it, I would rather continue to be a sevent to Christ than a slave to sin

Christmas Blessings

I had meant to write this just before the blessed day but failed I will not make excuses as these are a form of lying

Though this year has been very restrictive with the unexpected virus and many hardships have followed in its wake

Even though and my family have been spared and remain healthy, I have felt downhearted

Especially leading up to Christmas day, to the point of not celebrating the special day

Then I decided not to allow the enemy to cast down my joy of knowing the Love of Jesus

I dug out the Christmas tree from its stored place and decorated it with many brand-new lights

 As a symbol of hope and shed its light on the dark winter’s nights

With each small light reminding of the many other Christians all around the world singing and praising God, for His love and the Grace offered by Jesus

My blessing to all who read and share this is May your hearts be filled with Joy and true Love

May you all find peace in the midst of troubled times, and the true comfort of God

No Real Self-control

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From personal experience I found that self-control is not a possibility

At lest with the old self, as expecting the old self to discipline itself, is unlikely to happen

For the old self is Self-cantered, Selfish and wants only its own way, Self-indulgence

The only way to gain self-control, was by dying to my old self, and asking God to transform me into a new creation

Once I was born again, and I was free of my old self, and all my sins I had committed due to my self-indulgence

As a new born child of God, I found His comfort and peace, was amazing and far better than the false freedom my old self offered

Which turned out to be no freedom at all, rather it quickly turned into slavery through addiction

At my darkest point I had no rest from images that flooded my mind, even when I could sleep, they danced around in my dreams, taunting my relentless

Whereas becoming a new creation child of God, and all that has taken place since, has been beautiful and amazing

That Jesus willing suffered and died such a cruel death, so my sins could be forgiven, is beyond my wildest imagination, that He loved me even though I had strayed so far from Him

I would rather become a servant for Christ, than have remained a Slave of lust

Every day He gives me breath, I will sing His praises

How Many Sins are You Carrying Around?

From my own experience of how easy it is to accumulate sin because in my case I didn’t think of it as sinning

Just pleasing myself, but there lays the problem, “SELF” that illusive hidden part of human nature

Illusive and hidden, because it is hard to pinpoint exactly where it is situated within our bodies

While fooling us into thinking whatever sin we are doing is harmless and even part of the human nature

But since sinning is way too easy and briefly pleasurable, we tend not to notice how clings to us and will begin to demand attention

“SELF” is never satisfied, enough is Never enough! One sin will lead to another, even if it’s not the same sin, although it will be when you begin sinning

As the sin will become habit-forming, most times without you noticing, the more you feed SELF, the deeper and darker sinning it will lead you into

While doing so every sin will linger within you adding weight to the sins you have already

Unlike dirt and grime that can be washed off your hands or body when you bathe, Sin sticks and accumulates

Along with this unseen and unpleasant problem, all sins will rob you of any peace or rest, as they grow in strength, they become more demanding  

They will plague every moment throughout your day, and continue to weaken your resistance to indulge  

While you may want or need to give up what started as a bad habit, using your willpower, will be unsuccessful, and you will find slipping back into Sin all too easy

In order to stop sinning, you need to Die to Self, by confessing all your sins and praying for forgiveness.

For as long as Self remains, you will be enslaved, you will be worshipping your-Self (a false god)

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Even if,

Even if, I am unable to prove there is a Creator God

Even So, I Will Praise Him

Even if, this life was all there was

Even So, I will Live for Him alone

Even if, I may never enter into Heaven

Even So, I Will Praise Him

Even if, many may say Jesus was a fictional character

Even So, I Know He Lives and Died for me and all who believe in Him

Even if, many may mock and call me names

Even So, I care not for what men may say

Even So, I know my Saviour lives, He lives within my heart

No one can ever sway my belief in Jesus and His saving Grace

There is no power on earth that can alter even one moment of my rebirth

No one or spirit can take away the Joy my Lord has graciously given me

Jesus gave me freedom from that old self, that once enslaved me

Praise You my soul for You are Worthy of all Praise

Every day you give me breath I will sing Your Praises

Amen

The Gift

Based on a dream

There were two brothers who had great respect for each other

They were issued a challenge by a church elder, to give a special gift to each other, for no real reason

The gift had to be personal and unique and it had to be handcrafted

They both were eager in accepting the challenge and set to the task of think what this gift could be and then creating it

Several days passed and they shut themselves away from each other, which was unusual and very odd for they normally spent much time together

As they enjoyed each other’s company, and the production of this challenge kept them apart

Their home was unusually quiet while they each struggled with what the gift

Until on the same day after much effort, they both had their gift ready to give

The brothers meet in the living room with the gift in their hands, exchanging them both

They proceeded to unwrap their own gift, while the other did the same, so intense was their attention, they hardly looked up to see what the other thought of their gift

Soon both gifts were unwrapped, and both brothers sighed as they each saw the gift looked the same

Each held a plain covered book in their hands, upon opening them, signs of delight and relief spread over their faces

The one gift was full of old photographic memories long forgotten, while the other gift was full of handwritten boyhood memories  

Strange how we both thought to make a book,” said the one brother

“Yes,” said the other brother, but I’m glad we filled them differently, do you like my gift to you he asked?

Oh! Yes”, it was a wonderful idea to sort out all these old photographs, I had quite forgotten all about, thank you for your gift

“Thank you for this wonderfully written book, I shall treasure it and read it often, said the other brother

“As wonderful as both of these gifts are,” said one brother, I missed your company so much while we were busy. Never let us ever do this again, he paused, as the best gift is always being together”

“I agree,” said the other brother, and they hugged each other and laughed at their slight foolishness, thinking a made gift was more important than time spent together