
From personal experience I found that self-control is not a possibility
At lest with the old self, as expecting the old self to discipline itself, is unlikely to happen
For the old self is Self-cantered, Selfish and wants only its own way, Self-indulgence
The only way to gain self-control, was by dying to my old self, and asking God to transform me into a new creation
Once I was born again, and I was free of my old self, and all my sins I had committed due to my self-indulgence
As a new born child of God, I found His comfort and peace, was amazing and far better than the false freedom my old self offered
Which turned out to be no freedom at all, rather it quickly turned into slavery through addiction
At my darkest point I had no rest from images that flooded my mind, even when I could sleep, they danced around in my dreams, taunting my relentless
Whereas becoming a new creation child of God, and all that has taken place since, has been beautiful and amazing
That Jesus willing suffered and died such a cruel death, so my sins could be forgiven, is beyond my wildest imagination, that He loved me even though I had strayed so far from Him
I would rather become a servant for Christ, than have remained a Slave of lust
Every day He gives me breath, I will sing His praises